the past few days are really frustrating! Everything is changing but unfortunately for the worst, I think!
I just cant stand it anymore i want to scream from the top of my lungs and just fill the world with my scream to wake them all up from their nightmare!
Is it really their nightmare or mine? I can see all whats going on! I know everything is not right but i just cannot steer the boat to the right track! I am seeing the end but i just cant tell them were doomed!
I don't know what to do, I know i just cant stand here and watch but i cannot open my lips and talk, I wish i could do something but if i do i will be crushed between the stones!
I know i am not making sense, but who does? When you know something is terribly wrong but why would nobody listen!
This sucks but i am lost! I don't know where to start again. I won my battle against my broken heart and now, here comes another battle.
When will this end?
Is this really a place of unending battles?
Monday, July 28, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
"If you really think that its that important,
e di ikaw nalang gumawa!"
"Pwede ba, Busy ako!"
"Di kyan kasama sa job description ko!"
"Do my work over the week end?! Bakit? may overtime pay ba to?"
"Boss makinig ka kaya sa akin?"
"Shut up when I'm talking to you!"
"Ang OA mo, kino-complicate mo ang mga simpleng problems
para lang feeling mo matalino ka!"
"Thank you, boss. We're all refreshed and challenged
by your unique point of view!"
"It sounds English, but i can't understand a word you're saying."
"I'll try being nicer If you'll try being smarter."
"I'm not rude, you're just insignificant!"
"Okey lang umabsent ka, Boss, It does not really make a dent here."
"Uwi na ko, ha? Bahala ka na dito sa opis."
from HEALTHbeat July-August issue
Thursday, July 24, 2008
have you ever felt like giving up? The thought of something like "I'm so tired and fed up", the desire to let go is so intense that you just want to scream and scare all the bad energy in you body to leave you?
Work is the source of you're income, of your livelihood but sometimes it could also be the source of your disappointment and discontent, it could also be the source of friendship but you could also find enemy's here.
Work could be stressful, but it could also be fun. Sometimes stress come to you if you are no longer happy of what you are doing, if you keep thinking that you are doing more than what you are paid of and when you think your boss is bias and favors one employee, then weigh your options and come up to a decision.
Negative thoughts are part of the human existence it is a way of balancing the good and bad, it is like a check and balance in accounting, you need to know whats gone and whats to come in order to get the variance.
Work is a place of mixture of people. You could be working side by side with intelligent and talented individuals or sometimes you find yourself entangled with dumbs and morons, but still they are your co workers and you don't have a choice but to work with them, though sometimes the output could be fatal and dangerous and it would be up to your boss to find out how and why the output was a disaster.
Work could also make you a true believer because you are left praying that your boss could see your true output and not only see your co workers making "Sipsip". The co workers you consider dumb and morons are good in doing it, so Beware! They know they could not beat you in a fair competition and so they resort by turning themselves into dogs and become a slave's of whoever is in charge, and so bosses i say Beware!
Intelligent people who uses their intelligence for the good of the group is an employee's dream and co workers who turn themselves into dogs are employee's nightmare.
The cycle of an intelligent co worker, intelligent boss, a dumb and moron co worker, and a dumb and moron boss is inevitable, it is like a trap, once your in you can never get out, and so i say once again Beware!
This is just an observation and my personal thoughts. I could be right and i could be wrong. I just stated some of the facts and its up to you to make the conclusion, just a point to consider in coming to a decision search your mind and heart for the true question because an answer could never be formulated if the question is never clear and stated as a question.
Monday, July 21, 2008
its been a few weeks since i finally accepted i have a broken heart and healed it! I had been doing great and i love the feeling of being free, of being someone you were once!
The carefree days is once more in my arms without regrets and burdens that usually been in my heart for several years, well i thought it was the end of the world, but i was a fool to think it that way and today i am very glad the war is finally over and I stand victorious from all the odds!
Yabang ko no? haha parang walang nangyari pero wag ka! isa naman talaga akong iyaking bata na walang ginawa sa nakaraang limang taon nang aking buhay kundi magmukmok at umiyak at nagmukhang tanga! nakakainis kunng isipin pero nangyari na at lumipas kayat wala na tayong magagawa sabi nga nila, "There's nothing left to do but to move on after a fall".
Hindi naman talaga masama ang umibig at mabigo pero part na ito nang life nang buhay upang matuto at maging matatag! sana nga lang naisip ko na ang lahat nang ito noon pa, pero wala akong pinangsisihan lahat nang dumating at lumipas ay parte pa rin nang buhay at kelangang tangapin!
I miss the feelings of being free, to be able to walk in the streets again with your head up, because others may not know it but deep in your heart you know you won a battle and you stand victorious!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
well i drink coffee a lot, but whenever steaming coffee is out of my reach i go for a much much available drink love by most Filipino.
I found this commercial and just love how they show case one distinct Filipino trait "mapagbigay".
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Unfortunately there are things that are hard to forget, and definitely smoking is one of them. I tried quitting several times but i just can't resist! I know it's just self discipline, but its not as easy saying it! But i am still trying to find ways to forget this killer habit!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
I was just wondering what if your ex ask you these? what will you say?
1. Why did you let me go?
2. I still love you
3. When did we last talk?
5. Hey, can i give you a ride?
6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
7. My friends say we don't look good together..
8. You have changed.
9. Can we get back together?
10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
12. how can u forget our memories??
13. I will always love you.
Friday, July 4, 2008
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
He who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Friends, you and me....
You brought another friend....
And then there were 3....
We started our group....
And like that circle....
There is no beginning or end....
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Now , i think i finally found what i am looking for, I am now feeling peace in my heart and the flame that only good at warming is now a beam of warmth and light that not only guides me but allows me to see far beyond and makes me ready for the future!
I only hope i will be able to maintain the flame to guide and show me the way as i journey to LIFE!