Monday, July 21, 2008

after...




its been a few weeks since i finally accepted i have a broken heart and healed it! I had been doing great and i love the feeling of being free, of being someone you were once!

The carefree days is once more in my arms without regrets and burdens that usually been in my heart for several years, well i thought it was the end of the world, but i was a fool to think it that way and today i am very glad the war is finally over and I stand victorious from all the odds!

Yabang ko no? haha parang walang nangyari pero wag ka! isa naman talaga akong iyaking bata na walang ginawa sa nakaraang limang taon nang aking buhay kundi magmukmok at umiyak at nagmukhang tanga! nakakainis kunng isipin pero nangyari na at lumipas kayat wala na tayong magagawa sabi nga nila, "There's nothing left to do but to move on after a fall".

Hindi naman talaga masama ang umibig at mabigo pero part na ito nang life nang buhay upang matuto at maging matatag! sana nga lang naisip ko na ang lahat nang ito noon pa, pero wala akong pinangsisihan lahat nang dumating at lumipas ay parte pa rin nang buhay at kelangang tangapin!

I miss the feelings of being free, to be able to walk in the streets again with your head up, because others may not know it but deep in your heart you know you won a battle and you stand victorious!




5 comments:

footiam said...

Good for you!

terrence said...

thanks footiam...

Anonymous said...

I'm happy for you.

Anonymous said...

good for you. :)

zena said...

*Sigh*..i just hope i am as strong as you..its been how many months na that we've not been together but i felt na parang sobrang fresh pa din for me ng break up..Maybe bacause mas ako yung sobrang nasaktan coz ako ang iniwan...I've been reading alot of articles about how to mend the broken heart blahh blahh, somehow its uplipting but the sadness is still there...dunno know up to when ko ma feel ito...