just more after

I always come here if my mind is starting to get numb from the puzzles i always encounter and unlock in accounting, the view just relaxes my mind...

Just After....

whew! month end always means submission of monthly reports and finally i had beaten the deadline.

I went to the roof top to relax my mid and took some lungful of fresh air...







and took the opportunity for some pix too...

WARNING: New Virus....

this is to warn you about the new virus circulating the net, it is very deadly and computer experts have not found any cure or ways to contain it.

My computer had been infected and to my grief and horror.

My mouse was reduced to this....

.....OH MY GOD!!!!

just a QUESTION!

I think i finally found and healed my broken heart! My heart is peace and my mind is no more troubled.

The only question is when will the water be once again distured?

And now that i think i finally found Peace and Healed my broken heart what will become of my blog?

I created it to help me find and heal my Broken Heart and now that i did all of those what should be the purpose of this blog now?

I dont want to loose it just like that, and abandon it because it already served its purpose, but what should i do?

That is one hell of a question i am comfronted with!

Any help? a suggestion maybe? I need Help again!

Just another song!

its the lover not the love who broke your heart!

Do not blame love, just you making wrong choice in loving! Accept you made a mistake and go on living!

I know its hard i had been there, but there are thousand and one ways to heal a broken heart, just don't be stupid in doing the same mistakes!

GIFT!

Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift!

thats why it is called "PRESENT". How we accept the present that makes it good or bad!

Well i had my share of worrying too much of what happened, lingered too much of the past and nothing changed!

Accepting the present would lighten your burden and let history teach you, let the present guide you for the gift that tomorrow brings and enjoy the best of life as tomorrow unpack its mystery in your hands!

Am i making sense?

hahaha!

A better tomorrow!

for so long sleepless nights haunted me, memories of the past making me awake all night, thinking of everything yet staring to nothing!

Yeah i am getting nuts but then suddenly, sleep begin to caress me, making me sleep like a baby, worries started to leave me and with better sleep i am now getting a better view of the future, and i love it!

the future might not always turn to what we want it, but to have a better perception of it makes us more willing to wake up and embrace what tomorrow offer us!

shrugging off the memories of the past is not easy but chose a memory that would make you step further is wiser than choosing a memory that would make you fall and never want to stand, and make you a loser forever, its not easy but there are hundreds of ways if you really want it! I learned that the hard way, But i am happy about it and i hope the future offers more than what i expected!

I had my own bruises and cuts as i fought my war, I have not won it but i learned from it and it gave me strength and determination to live and go on living!

How i did it? I dont know, i just choose a better memory, the one that makes my heart yearn for the future and not embrace those painful memory that only cause me pain!

And i think that helped me! I hope that will help you too if your heart was once broken!

Blend in!

Theres a new world thats waiting for you!
thats all right you know what to do!


I just love this commercial, says a lot!
Aliens around us, how we blend?
thats for us to find out!

sweets for me!

i just had enough of bitter tasting desserts and shifted my attention to some sweets!





I just hope i will be accustomed to the sweet taste and forget the bitterness in my heart!

You! My Blog! My Therapy!

I am broken hearted I know that is a fact, but i am trying to forget, to heal it, and be free from the binds of loneliness!

Blogging helped me a lot, It became my therapy, It helped me face the reality that i am broken hearted and i have to accept it.

Blogging help me remember i am trying to heal myself and whenever i am confronted with the memories of the past i just face my computer and describe what i feel and share it to you!

I am not yet completely healed, I am still in the first phase of healing and i don't know if i will be able to heal myself, but what is important is i had the initiative to start and try to heal myself!

And I am happy that most of you say everything will pass and everything will be all right! I needed all the encouragement i need to go on and not abandon this fight.

You! My Blog! My Therapy!

Thank you!

Unexpected stop: angel sleeping!

how i wish i would be able to sleep like this baby, peacefully and with a smile!

For so long sleeping is always a problem to me, the long night is always filled with nightmare, with thoughts and memories painful and joyful alike always make me awake all night!

I want to move on, I want my heart to forget, but every time i close my eyes the memories just keep pouring in and i am left sleepless and hurt again!

I don't know why i am so sentimental and i don't know why i am still clinging to the past, I know it had been so long, I need to step forward but i am just so stupid that i cant lift my foot to take that one step forward!

I want to focus my attention to the future but i just don't know how to envision it.

I want to open my heart for another love, but i just don't know how to free it first from the bind of the past!

Saying the words to forget is easy but doing it is so hard, but then i am happy that at least i am trying to forget and no longer linger to the memories of the past!

I hope i just need more time to forget! as most of you tell time heals, and i look forward when that time comes when i am free and ready to fall in love again!

Mind over Heart!

My mind is finally taking over, for so long i let my heart rule my world and did all what my heart told me! But unfortunately my world started to fall apart and now i have to pick up the pieces and start all over again!

I dont blame my heart for its stupidity for it is I who allowed it to rule my world, and followed its decision though my mind is clearly trying to stop and make me take a detour to see whats going on.

Everything had been done, and now is the time to pick up the pieces, allow my mind to rule over my heart once again and restore the balance and hope everything will turn out right!

A long journey home!

I know what your thinking, a very long road but this is my choice, to travel the long road in my quest to heal my broken heart.

I now have a purpose and a direction, and thats what i need, and if ever i will be able to reach the end of my journey is yet to be seen, for i am just still beginning to tread this long road and i hope it will lead me home and heal my broken heart in the process of my journey.