I'm back into drinking again, and this time there's no such thing as moderation, it's more like drink all you can, drink as fast as you could, the faster you get drunk the faster you sleep.
Don't preach about things alcohol will do to my health, I already know that but i need to forget and the fastest way to forget is to get drunk and sleep soundly as possible.
Yes, I know this is wrong but I am not out of my mind, I have to do this, I need to escape, I need to feel numb, I need to forget.
It is so easy for you to say, "Get a Life", but do you have a guide on how?
I had been lost, and the light that gave me direction simply vanished, do you know how hard and painful that can be?
It would be very easy for you to say "I do", but do you really know? or your just saying that to cheer me up?
My mind is clouded with pain, frustration and anger at the moment, I need time to heal the pain and rearrange my life.
I don't need your criticism, and preaching, I need your guidance and understanding.
Bottoms up my friend...