well, no more drinking over the top. Footiam said, "Hey, what happen last night seems like fun. If only you don't have too much vodka and know what happened!"
And well, yeah i guess that makes sense...
but i am still clouded with guilt and shame, i am not that kind of guy and i think changing ones view on some things is not easy as it seems.
but i am getting ready to make one more try, and hope i wouldn't be too scared to make a move..
today is Monday and i still have five more days to think it over, hope i wouldn't change my mind.
I plan to go out on Saturday night and stay as late as possible....
whew... this is new and i say a bit harder than i thought.
wish me luck..... i need it!
5 years ago
