First stop: Able to admire the views

i have never seen the sunset so beautiful. I know i stayed in my room for so long and imprisoned myself in its four corners, drowned myself with alcohol and had never given myself a chance to look and admire the things i should see!

Mind over Heart!

My mind is finally taking over, for so long i let my heart rule my world and did all what my heart told me! But unfortunately my world started to fall apart and now i have to pick up the pieces and start all over again!

I dont blame my heart for its stupidity for it is I who allowed it to rule my world, and followed its decision though my mind is clearly trying to stop and make me take a detour to see whats going on.

Everything had been done, and now is the time to pick up the pieces, allow my mind to rule over my heart once again and restore the balance and hope everything will turn out right!

A long journey home!

I know what your thinking, a very long road but this is my choice, to travel the long road in my quest to heal my broken heart.

I now have a purpose and a direction, and thats what i need, and if ever i will be able to reach the end of my journey is yet to be seen, for i am just still beginning to tread this long road and i hope it will lead me home and heal my broken heart in the process of my journey.

A roller coaster ride

Sure it is fun to have a roller coaster ride, it give you the thrills and excitement, because you know the ride will soon stop and you will soon have your feet back on the solid ground, you have the choice to do it again or never to set foot in it ever!

But sure it is no fun at all if your life is a roller coaster ride, you don't know when will it stop and you have no choice but to ride it till it stops going around!

On my Own!

in times when we are down and low, we have to find something that would help us take another step forward!

On my own

I just love this song!





I'm wiser now
I'm not the foolish boy you used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'll keep it real you know
Time for me to do it on my own
Yeah yeah, mmm, yeah yeah

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lines
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had a chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
Time for me to do it

Oh I start again go back to one
I'm running things my way
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way about it
I'm taking names, the ones of mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone

I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it
See I'm not afraid

cruising!

I just enjoyed the cloud formation!