Who wants to buy my heart?!.
im having it 4 sale..
though its only 2nd hand,
still it functions well..
cause once i sold it whole
it was returned to me into pieces.
but now i had it all repaired
so now im back in my business.
who wants to buy my heart?
satisfaction guaranteed.
it has free service charge
and a lifetime warranty.
so if your asking 4 d price
well your in a bargain.
it only costs your
LOVE..
This is me, definitely tore my chest open and offered my heart to the woman of my dreams.
Unfortunately she did not accepted my offering and now i could no longer put my heart back.
The wound is still fresh and my heart is still in my hands waiting for her to come back and caress it and to heal my wound!
I know her coming back is just a dream, for i know she had her own dream and she found it in the arms of another man. I know i have to accept my defeat but i just don't know how to start!
I had tried a hundred and one times to forget her, but i was just too stubborn to give up. I love her so much that i don't know how to forget her.
You might say , i am stupid for clinging on for so long.
You might despise me for committing the same mistake.
You might even hate me for being stubborn.
But what should i do?
It is easy to say forget her, but do you have a way how?
Do you have any potion that erases memories and pains?
Would it be right if i love someone else again though i know my heart is still chained to her?
Is it alright to offer my heart once more to someone?
for the past weeks alcohol had been one of my constant companion!
Its easy to be with if you are broken hearted!
Now looking back "AGAIN". I know what i did was wrong! but the temptation that alcoholic drinks offer to people who wish to forget is too strong that a human body couldn't resist! for the past few days i had been very busy feeding my broken heart with painful memories, and i know i cant live like that, i need to move on, i need to do something to forget!
I need to switch my attention, i need to make myself preoccupied and make my heart forget!
there are times i wanted to drown myself with wine, to make my heart immuned with pain, but that would only destroy me more, i need to do something productive.
something i would be proud of someday!
Sometimes, i want to drown myself with work, but the more i tire my mind with the things i do , the more my heart remember her!
She introduced me to accounting, she love numbers, i love literature.
and now i learned to love numbers, i learned she hated literature!
i have to get out! live like life is wonderful, I need to capture moments that make me smile, in that way i hope, someday somewhere i will find another love, another life!
i hope...
.....
the choice i made is right!
at last!
