I've been drowning my self with work lately. I even ask my office mates to show me how things are done that i might be of help to them.
They think i am just being helpful but they don't know i am just trying to help my self.
I want to tire myself, so tired that if i go home, i will no more have time to think and think of lulay. I want and i need to be asleep as soon i reach my pad.
And i think my strategy is working, and i am gaining more and more friends.
I don't know if what i am doing is good and right, but i need to refocus my attention.
I don't want to be in pain again. I need to move on, but as of the moment i need to reinforce my heart by tiring my body and mind, so it will just be numb and feel no more emotions.
I know this will pass. This is what Lulay wants, for me to stand whenever i fall.
Its hard but i have to do it...
I love you Lulay, wherever you are, watch and guide me...
Quarantine reflections
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Matthew 4 Verse 1-11 Matthew 4:1-11 Jesus was led up by the Spirit into
the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. He fasted for forty days and
forty nig...
4 years ago